You have chosen the World and the 9 of Swords. You've realised that you are mentally exhausted and it's time for a break. You really need to stop working so hard. You need to realise your own limitations. You always fear the result. You're paranoid about what's going to happen. You're such a high achiever that you really don't rest. You need to take some time out, a mini break, a retreat, a holiday. Something where you can stop worrying for you now need to know that worrying does not change anything. It is your duty to plan and organise your future events but you cannot worry about what will happen. There is no guarantee as to what will happen, you have to invest in the present for the future the best that you can and to see what the outcome is. You've now learned that through time and experience that life can happen in many different varieties and when the obstacles come and the suffering and sacrifices have to be made; it is part of a lesson and we extract something from that lesson where we try not to repeat the same mistakes again. For the World card works with Saturn and Saturn is a true teacher from time and experience - you've learnt that - now you know that worrying and being guilty doesn't change the outcome, as long as you've planned to the best of your ability it will be what it will be. You've done the best you can. You're now realising that if you get more energised by not worrying that you are better, you're fresher, you're brighter you have more charisma, you have more confidence and you have more mental and physical energy to allow yourself to create what you want for yourself. This is about the personal achievement within your world; it's about achieving the goals that you want for yourself, the kind of thing that inspires us to work really hard so that eventually we can afford to own something that we feel is solid and enduring such as a property or a building. It's about achieving something in our lives such as the knowledge that we gain from educating ourselves so that we can climb the ladder of success in our personal ambitions. You've now realised that it is no good being too tired for you cannot come up with the goods if you're exhausted all the time. Relax, chill out, find a way to get through what you want to do but don't allow yourself to worry about the consequences, it's an adventure. Worrying won't change the outcome; it'll just make you exhausted so that you don't handle things in a logical way.