You have chosen the Sun and the 9 of Swords. The 9 of Swords shows that recently you've been through the mill. Mental anguish everywhere, lots of problems, sleepless nights. Things were going wrong and you were not getting your rest. You were feeling exhausted, unable to sleep and get your rest. This is because you were fearful of the result and were lacking in confidence as to who you were and feeling responsible for other people and their lives instead of taking control of your own. The Sun is here to help you with that for the Sun is all about the inner child living inside all of us which means we become brighter, lighter and more confident. You're now starting to look at the practical happiness that you need in life. That comes from being part of a group or a pack such as a family. You're happiness is about to be fully exposed. You're moving on to do things that feel worthwhile. This could be the passing of exams, the going on to university or the successfulness of a relationship such as a marriage or children. It's about being happy with who you are and happy with the group that you're with whether it's your family, your spiritual or religious beliefs or to do with your professional work or your social group. It shows that you are individual and yet happy to be amongst like-minded people. You moving away from a negative feeling such as depression for you know yourself and are making choices with clarity and honesty. You're allowing yourself to come out of this fog and experience of knowing yourself is vital for it's giving you value and meaning of life. you're seeing yourself as someone separate and independent and yet you know that you must be identified with either a family, work or a social group and you're moving on to realise that you have something to contribute for your individual. Without such personal values we become lost and that's what happened to you. You have nothing to work towards. Nothing of value. For you were part of the crowd and feeling lost. You've gained more confidence and more understanding and you're acting with integrity now. You're now starting to dare to be who you are and that applies to either your social and professional group, and you're not fearful of others in the same way as you were for fear of them criticising or even envying what you're doing. You have realised that you can face life's challenges with a feeling of strength because you're an individual and you can't be the same as everybody all of the time.