You have chosen the Star and the 9 of Swords. The 9 of Swords shows that you have recently been through quite a tough time. Mentally you've felt very restricted. In fact you were lacking in confidence and you really did end up with many sleepless nights. This is because you had fear in yourself and within life and that made you a little paranoid. You are unable to sleep. In fact, if you did, you got no rest. This is because you were exhausted and you were taking on board every body else's troubles and problems and blowing them out of proportion. You feared life rather than enjoying it, but the Star card is a huge healing card which is really helping you to direct that mental anguish into something that is physically an action that is positive and downright hopeful. For the Star card is a really lovely card. It deals with the hopes, ideals, principles and the wishes that we want for our self. Now the Star card is a wish fulfilment card. It means that what you've wished for yourself, you're about to receive so we have been looking for peace of mind and to just feel that you're in balance with who you are and what you want and not to see life as fearful but to be courageous and to go for it and to feel that you can be true to who you are. This is what is now manifesting for you've now realised that you are able to create a brighter future for yourself by using your gut feelings and discovering the hunches to have faith in your dreams. You're going through this not fearful any more and you're able to open doors to the possibilities of what might be even though there are no guarantees. You've realised that your failure was to aim too low in the past and to be scared. You're now realising that life is probably on your side and that it has enthusiasm, hope, joy and laughter and what you've wished for yourself is coming your way.