You have chosen the Moon and the 10 of Cups. you've been feeling all over the place and you are deceiving yourself. There is no clarity in your situation because you had your head stuck in the sand. You've not quit the day dreaming and started to get in touch with your emotions and the sadness and confusion are leaving you. You're reflective which sometimes affects your mood but you are no longer feeling that you are down in the doldrums. Perhaps this was a mid life crisis and you are afraid to go into your own emotions. The 10 of Cups tells us that you've succeeded battling against things. This is the card of living together in a strong relationship with large groups of people, perhaps like a family. The 10 of cups tells us that this is the most positive time for you. You are now going into bliss and happiness in a very successful relationship which leads you to happiness. The fulfilment of happiness usually comes within a marriage or a relationship linked with children, having a nice home, and possible pets or animals. You've connected with your past and made you responsive to the present and with your relationships to a new life and a capacity for interacting with others, you have done well. You've got in touch with the need to give and receive physical affection and your capacity to enjoy the simple things in life that are beautiful have served you well. The moon requires the need for safety and comfort in our lives and this is expressed by different people in many different ways. For some it is the longing to simply feel the contentment of a loving family or a close community. For others it's work or their career which offers them an emotional and physical security. For many it's just the simple contact with the countryside or a relationship with animals or plants which gives them the feeling of connectedness. It may be that you've been on a spiritual path and looked into religions or people who are like minded and share an idealogy in the same connection as you. It is simply a feeling of feeling connected. No individual can achieve satsifaction on their own and you have worked hard to express yourself in simple fundamental human needs.