You have chosen the Moon and the 7 of Swords. The moon is a strange card for it causes us illusion, confusion and delusion. The moon is all about how things look strange in the moonlight. It causes us to see things very differently at night as it is compared to the day and so you're being asked to see how the moon is effecting you. It causes us to have lots of muddles, mix ups and misunderstandings simply because of the confusion, but the moon is all about the secrets and restrictions that causes limitations within our world. It causes us to have no clarity at times for it's all about our emotions being all over the place. We deceive ourselves. We try to hide the emotions that we feel because of the fear of sadness. We are very confused and therefore we need to be reflective. We need to deal with our past in order to be responsive to the present so you just need an outlet and your emotions need to come out and this may bring on some mood swings. You may feel manic while you feel so vulnerable and dependant upon communicating how you feel but you must stop covering up. You mustn't be frightened to delve into your own emotions. This will get rid of the depression where you've certainly been suffering. It's now time for you to realise you can make a change and you are actually doing so by changing direction. You need to do so quietly. You need to communicate with yourself or someone you trust or someone whose professional. There's nothing unethical about admitting that you have been out of sorts. You need to make sure that you don't feel that you're not taking something that doesn't belong to you so therefore you need to make this progress by keeping going and keep persevering, you've got to duck and dive and you're going to have good days and bad days but it's all because you've had no clarity - you've been mixed up. you've felt that everything has caused you to be paranoid and unethical but you're making progress. Do it quietly, announce how you feel to the people that you feel you can trust or keep your intentions to yourself and go for some sort of professional back up of advice. It's all about getting your feelings and your emotions to have some sort of outlet so that you can deal with them. They just need an outlet that's all.