You have chosen the Moon and the Queen of Swords. The moon is a card that's ruled by the star sign Pisces which deals with secrets, restrictions and limitations usually connected with your emotions. You may have been feeling all over the place and quite vulnerable. you've been deceiving yourself here, no one else. There's no clarity. You felt as if your head has been stuck in the sand and you're day dreaming, trying to hide your emotions. This is because you fear sadness and confusion but its time to look at things and realise it needs an outlet. It's time to be reflective, to get rid of the mood swings. You're not hiding any motives, you're just feeling depressed by covering things up. you're someone that likes your own company which is good and you have a very strong focus. you're highly intellectual but sometimes you feel a little unhappy. This is because sometimes you lack emotion, particularly when it comes to connecting with another person but that's not strictly true for if you look at the moon you can see that it can be highly deceptive. Things look totally different and strange in the moonlight and therefore you are feeling confused and disillusioned. You need to follow your instincts here and pick your way through the muddles, mistakes and misunderstandings about what you really think of yourself for your full of intense feelings and they need to come out. Once you've worked your way through these muddles and mix ups you can follow your instincts and you won't go wrong. It's all about your ability to feel connected with other people and if you connect with your past you can be responsive to the present. The Moon is about needing to give and receive physical affection. Now it's understanding how this can come out in many different ways. For some people it's provided by a loving family or close community but for others it can be work and particularly if that has direct involvement with others so it's equally a valid source of emotional or physical security. It doesn't have to be the same as everybody else's. it's not about your ability to value your physical and emotional well-being and not worrying about being vulnerable or dependent. So many people try to avoid pain by controlling other people. It is all about your need to feel that you have a response to a relationship with something that you feel totally connected to. Even if that is not with another physical human being it can come out through your work for you're probably working for and on behalf of others which may be enough so stop worrying about the mistakes, muddles and misunderstandings and cause yourself to have a bit of an outlet where you can really see things as they truly are in the day light.