You have chosen the moon and the King of Wands. The Moon is a card that is full of secrets and restrictions. It's about the limitations that go on in our world. It's the things we do to deceive our self from our emotions. We feel that we are all over the place and have no clarity. Sticking your head in the sand is not the answer and day dreaming your way, not facing up to the facts, is also not the answer. You're scared that if you look into your own self you will feel sadness and confusion but use it as a time to be reflective and don't worry about the manic moon swings that you may be experiencing. Hiding your motives is not healthy for it makes you feel you're up against a depression or feeling like there's some sort of crisis going on. Covering up will not help. To explain how the moon works think of how it is at night. Things look totally different in the moonlight. It causes us some illusions and delusions and this can lead to the confusion. It makes us feel that everything is different and that we are seeing things that we know are not really there. We delude ourselves and deceive, only believing what suits us so you need to start working your way through your emotions and just picking out the muddles, misunderstandings and the mistakes that's been going on. You can pull out of this for you are someone who is strong. You are adventurous and creative. Once you get back on track you'll be outside, taking walks and learning that nature is a healing process for you. Anything linked to activities outdoors which is physically active for you will help your emotional side. You are someone that is inspired by the outdoors. You're always on a mission and always looking to start something new and you know you've got the right balance this is just a time where you need to look at your emotions and sort things out for keeping them buried and hidden does make you feel worse. They need an outlet. As they come out you will realise things are nowhere near as bad as you thought. It's just having the strength and the courage to face up to them like you normally do and you'll feel you can face everything again in a different way.