You have chosen the moon and the 5 of Swords. The 5 of Swords explains that you have some unsavoury characters around you. There are people around you who are argumentative and real bullies. They do nothing but gossip and talk about other people. It's a struggle to be around people like this for they drain the energy of those around, for you feel by not responding to what they're saying that you are part of the madness. It is not important for you to be around these people and you cannot change their way of thinking. They are unethical. They do not stand up in your books of morals and yet you are feeling shaken by this experience. The Moon is a card that's all about hiding our emotions and it shows that you are storing up a lot of emotions because of these so called colleagues or associates. The moon is a very strange card and to explain to you how it works, things look very different and strange at night time. Things can be deceptive. It's full of illusion and delusion at night time and things look extremely different. This is how the moon is affecting you. Everything you know is looking strage. You're just seeing things from a different perspective. This causes us to feel that we're all over the place. There's no clarity, we feel that we're deceiving ourselves and we stick our head in the sand, frightened to look at our emotions. It's because we feel sad and confused. It can make us manic and moody and make us feel that we're having a crisis and covering up how we're really feeling. Don't be frightened to look at your own emotions. It doesn't make you vulnerable. We all need an outlet and this is what you're being asked to do. You need to look at your emotions and your feelings and you need to let them out. They are looking for an outlet. You cannot bury them and you cannot pretend It's not happening, there's no use day dreaming your way out of this one. You need clarity and you need to communicate how you feel. Now if you feel you can't trust anyone, you need to put your thoughts and feelings down on paper and you need to keep going until it's all there for this is all about communicating how you feel. Once your emotions have been acknowledged and they've had an outlet you are able then to get on with the next part of your life and you know that once you've dealt with how you feel you'll be strong enough to walk away from this situation where these people are concerned no matter what it takes - you know you need to remove yourself from the situation for you cannot be in that environment. It will take strength and courage but you have it providing you get to the bottom of how you're feeling you will get your strength back right where it needs to be in order for you to negotiate this huge obstacle, your strength of character is being tested.