You have chosen the Lovers and the 5 of Cups.The Lovers is the card of two people. A physical attraction and the choices to be made within a relationship. Within this case it appears that a third party is involved which is usually the obstacle within the relationship. There has been a breakdown in communication somewhere and you are feeling emotionally disappointed. You are mourning a loss of a relationship. You have feelings of being let down and that things did not live up to their expectations. This can lead to boredom and apathy and for you to be feeling quite negative. Too much apathy can lead you to drink to excess. Do not stray towards alcohol, it will do you no good in the mood that you are in. There is a turn around in your happiness. There is something round the corner waiting for you but you must deal with what went wrong this time, the lack of communication, despondency, the lack of motivation and stimulation between the two of you. Perhaps you got into a rut and there has probably been a break up between the two of you. Maybe you chose this person for materialistic security or maybe you went for someone that is totally unsuitable. You must now rely on your instincts to give you the answer. Perhaps you went for someone who was unavailable or involved with someone else or possibly that you knew had not even noticed that you were on the planet. You've allowed yourself to go into a situation where you have used your head too much or your heart too much. Only you can answer which one. Next time use your intuition for this will give you the true answer. Give yourself 2-3 months and you will find that a new person comes into your life. Someone much more suitable and much more aware. You too will have learned the meaning that relationships can be quite hard work and that you cannot rest on your laurels and hope to live on love, you must put hard work and plenty of stimulus to keep the flame burning and the desire between the two of you. Do not become complacent or take anything for granted. Each day is a bonus and you must put the work and the effort in to finding new ways to make stimulation and the adventure of being with another like minded soul truly rewarding.