You have chosen the High Priestess and the 4 of SwordsThe High Priestess. is ruled by the moon which effects your mood and our emotions particularly around the ages of 20, 40 and 60. Your emotional outlook at those points will be going through some very rapid changes. the High Priestess is a card that will reveal your future to you slowly and carefully when you're ready to listen. It's a very psychic card which means it's looking after your future by investing in your present. At the moment you need to keep your strength in reserve. This is a period of rest. You're being asked to do nothing right now and to go into a little exile. You may feel a little lonely whether you're with people or not, but this is because you need to recover from something that has happened, but really does need you to concentrate on looking after your well-being. This is time out. A complete sanctuary away from everyone and everything and to just be alone with your thoughts. This is not a time for action, it's time to think and you need the solace and isolation which you can lay down and recover. That way where you can get ready to feel the ability you have to connect with your past and respond to the present. The moon is all about the need to give and receive physical affection which is where the High Priestess comes in. we all need our safety and comfort and that's expressed in different ways for different people. This can be satisfied for some by a loving family this can also be offered as direct involvement in work where you may equally receive a valid source of emotional and physical security. Everything you do is expressed in a refined and civilised way. You demonstrate love in a way that is ethical and fair. You control such deep emotions such as jealousy or anger and keep them to yourself, for fear of being too demanding or feeing that you are manipulating or controlling someone. But you need to realise that feelings are normal for such intense emotions and are all necessary for us to have experience of. It's the way in which you express them to another person that is important. You look for an atmosphere of grace and harmony and you definitely have a gift of being diplomatic, kind and courteous to other people. You're very gentle and you hate anything sudden or boorish. You recognise that everything needs it's opposite and it is important to feel all things, rather than to just brush them away. Accept your feelings and move on.