You have chosen the High Priestess and the 5 of Wands.The High Priestess is ruled by the moon which deals with your mood and your emotions and has particular impact on your emotional outlook where it goes through some rapid changes particularly at the ages of 20, 40 and 60 years of age. The High Priestess is a card of the future, something is to be revealed to you that has not happened yet. It is perhaps a secret that you need to know or your fate that will be revealed in good time. It is a very psychic card. It shows that you're finding life tough and that it has many physical battles for you. The challenges and daily setbacks in life are hard and you are sometimes struggling with other people. You feel that you're always on adrenalin and that your guts are sometimes screwed up in knots. You're high on adrenalin and stress and it's all to do with other people or things that just get in the way of trying to run a smooth ship sailing on a smooth course but in order to understand what is going on you must understand that the moon is a symbol of time. It reflects our ability to feel connected with the past and the present which we relate to in ordinary life. It's all about needing safety and comfort and it is expressed by individuals in many different ways. For some it is belonging and the feelings of empathy that are provided by a loving family or maybe a close community. For others it comes from work which may offer a valid source of emotional and physical security. For some it's just simply contact with the countryside or a relationship with animals or plants and for others it takes on a religious or spiritual fellowship where you are with a group with a shared ideology or philosophy. Either way, it fulfils our needs. The moon can also make us feel vulnerable and dependent. Sometimes it effects us indirectly and manipulatively. The moon of course is full of illusions and delusions and everything looks strange in the moonlight so the High Priestess makes us look at things differently and strangely and analyse how we feel we connect with other people. It can sometimes make us experience the bad things such as hunger, pain, fear, loneliness. One thing is for sure. The moon reflects our ability to value and look after our ordinary physical and emotional well-being.