You have chosen the Hierophant and the 4 of Cups.You've been feeling emotionally dissatisfied with life as if you are dwelling on something or as if someone or something has spoilt things for you. You're feeling restless and a little sorry for yourself. Is there a missed opportunity that's made you perhaps disillusioned? This sense of apathy is leading you to feel that you're in an emotional rut. This is because you are simply bored with routine. There's a wish to change life to see if the grass is greener on the other side and there is truly an offer coming your way, but your hopefulness is holding you back. You are just simply dwelling on the fact that it would not change your emotions. It is time to realize that life is sometimes about conforming and yet you are feeling that you've gone by the book of morals and ethics and yet there's no sense of satisfaction about achieving things. You must find a focus and a goal that will make you feel that you are truly in control of your own life. Your despondency is blocking you. Maybe for a short period of time you need to turn away from material matters so that you become more enlightened with high-minded affairs, more on a spiritual path. You are someone who is truly knowledgeable. Perhaps you're a teacher or some sort of mentor to others. Either way whatever you do you'll be truly professional. People do listen to you and admire the value of your experience. Perhaps you need to benefit yourself with a little bit more philosophical attitude towards life. Perhaps you need to go inside yourself and find out what truly makes you tick to find the true meaning of happiness within yourself. Either way you need a goal that feels is in a professional capacity or material matters, it must be something where you feel that you are having an experience. It's profound, enlightening and spiritual. It is time to experiment and not take anything too seriously.