You have chosen the fool and the five of cups. The five of cups explains that you've had emotional dissatisfaction and indeed you've been disappointed. There's a partial loss that's occurred, where you've had to mourn, and lose someone important to you. You're being asked to look at what you've got right now, and to see that around the corner, emotional happiness is on its way to you, and not to stay fixed in the past. You've had feeling that have been let down, and things didn't live up to their expectations in the past -this upset has led you to be apathetic, and quite bored and negative with everything, but you're being asked to look at the positive side, for there's experiences waiting for you, far greater than dwelling in the past. The past is important, but you need to realise that you must invest in the present and the future also, for there are more happy times to come. The fool shows that you're about to start a new beginning, you're onto something new, particularly with an emotional gap that you've been feeling. You're about to fill that gap, and start to have some joy back in your life, but this can be a confusing time, for these changes mean that things won't be the same again, and you may be uncomfortable with that at the start. But these new beginnings are helping you become a new person. Na?vet? will be there -you're inexperienced, that's for sure, but it's time to look forward to the changes and the disruptions. You won't be disappointed; you don't want things to stay as they are. Lots of changes are in store for you -there may be shocks and lots of lovely surprises, you may change your mind, because you really may feel that you're not quite ready, but try to be as adaptable and as positive as you can be, for it's definitely a time of change, and fresh beginnings. This link to changing within your relationship is important, and yes, you will have to take up facing some of your fears, but you'll be challenged, and you'll reveal to yourself the happiness and joy that's along the way. It's a positive time, but you must look forward to it, and try to look at what you'd really like to achieve so that you can look forward to enjoying those times, instead of being in fear that they will not live up to your expectations.