You have chosen the Emperor and the 9 of Swords.The Emperor is a card of self-discipline and control. This is necessary to your situation right now. You've been suffering a lot of mental anguish and having sleepless nights. A situation is causing you to feel drained. Mentally you're doing overtime. This is affecting your sleep and your rest. You're fearful of a result and paranoid that it will go wrong but you must take responsibility for yourself and expect other people to be responsible for their actions too. You cannot cushion the blows that effect other people's lives. By wanting the best for everyone we all try to nurture and protect the things that happen to other people, but it is necessary to realize that an adult must accept responsibility for his or her own actions, and that worrying will not change the outcome. You can care, you can nurture but you cannot demand nor can you sit there feeling guilty or worried that you could have done something for this to have been avoided. The Emperor is asking you to take control of the situation in a very different way. You must have self-discipline and control and you need to put your time and efforts onto something more worthwhile than worrying about other people. You need a plan or a project for you have a restless energy that causes you to do mental overtime and whenever you do that you feel bored and then paranoia comes in where you worry, worry, worry. You must be the father figure of something and this father figure should be something such as a hobby or a plan, better still an enterprise. You're someone that's very clever and this is why it's wasted on just worrying about the actions of others. It would be much better to put this ambitious nature and this logical cleverness, towards a project or a plan that could be quite enterprising. The Emperor is here to show you that you could own your own business, but running something small and sweet. Something that you care about could nurture, and may grow from being a hobby, that could be seen as being financially viable would be extremely good. You are restless and you now need to experience your own strength through a business, particularly where it will achieve new goals for you. You've got to now look for the opportunity to try out your new and very pioneering ideas, whether it's intellectual, emotional or physical. As long as you care about it, you'll put your full energies into it in the right way this time instead of worrying about others. This is a time to realize the energy you have needs to be directed into something that can manifest itself into a very small business.