You have chosen the Chariot and the 9 of Swords'This is a difficult time for you. You're experiencing a lack of sleep. This is due to mental anguish and thoughts where you fear the result. You're paranoid about other people and you're worried about someone. You can only do so much and worrying and guilt does not determine a different outcome. Do not feel that you must always worry and change the outcome for you know that has nothing to do with what someone else chooses to do. The Chariot is asking you to move in a much more positive direction and to take responsibility for your own actions and to do the best you can for other people may ask for help. You're absolutely exhausted and you really need to take some time out. You're mentally burnt out. This is because you're always worried. You need to learn to calm down and go in a much more spiritual side. This would be more positive for you for the Chariot is saying that you're very sensitive. By being near water you would find that you calm right down. You need to get somewhere that you feel you can get on with the comings and goings and ground yourself so a day out in the countryside or by the seaside would really work well for you. The water would have a calming influence and to walk would help you blow away the cobwebs and get rid of the mental worry then you need to plan a strategy or something for yourself for the Chariot is showing you there are lots of things you can do to comfort yourself. There's lots of different ways you can get involve din meeting new people and going into a positive direction. These new contacts will lead you into much more spiritual matters which are much more positive for you from now on. The kinds of thing you want to be involved in are little things where you make a gentle adjustment. Something that makes you feel cosy makes you feel some sense of self value, by getting involved in a project - maybe to do with the environment. You have talents but you are too busy worrying about people and what they think. You need to allow other people to take responsibility for their own lives, and to guide and nurture them only when asked to do so, or only when it is somebody who is more vulnerable than you such as a small person or an older member of the community. Apart from that, you've got to get on and find something to do with your time and stop worrying about everybody else.