You have chosen Strength and the 9 of Swords. The 9 of Swords show you're having sleepless nights. You're worrying about everyone and everything, always fearing the result, always paranoid about what other people want, what other people think and worrying about how other people will react. Well it's time to change that. You're exhausted. Mentally you're tired. Physically it's having an effect on you now. You're unable to think about anything accept what other people think. Be confident. Accept responsibility for your actions and your well being. Other people must be responsible for theirs. If this matter is to do with children you can direct them, but you need to relax and enjoy the good things instead of always worrying. The Strength card is here to help you do exactly that. It is showing that you need an inner and outer Strength of your mental thoughts. Sometimes they take over and they run too far out of control, which gives you sleepless nights, and you know the outcome will not change by worrying. You need to find a way that will work and help them instead of worrying so it's a time for action if necessary but really and truly you need to look at trying to control these powerful emotions. You're used to getting your own way and possibly this is control to look at the whole thing as to whether or not you feel that you're trying to control what happens to other people. You must control your emotions and worry about yourself and let other adults look after themselves, don't worry about the outcome for you are not responsible for their actions. The Strength card is here to help you do that. It's here to say to you, you've got a little bit too much time on your hands for too much thinking. You need to make yourself busy with something such as a hobby for the Strength card is linked to Leo, which deals with our childlike innocence and our passions and hobbies in life. Where are yours? You seem to have no sense of fun at the moment. You must look at having a good time for you. Doing something for yourself that gives you some sense of self worth and discipline over your actions and your emotions would be excellent right now. See the world as an adventure playground and pick something, and see if it gives you a thrill where you realize life can be pleasant rather than worrying.