You have chosen Strength and the 4 of Cups. The 4 of Cups shows that you have emotionally felt dissatisfied quite recently. You've been dwelling on something that's spoilt things for you and it's make you feel restless and a little bit sorry for yourself too. This is because of the missed opportunities that led to you feeling slightly disillusioned. This emotional rut is because you are bored with routine. It's making you apathetic. You need to change life to see if the grass is greener on the other side. You know that there is an offer coming but you have no hopefulness that it will change, how you're feeling. So you're being asked to look at the Strength card, which is all about our image of being passionate and carefree about the things that we love, for the Strength card is linked to Leo which deals with children and our hobbies. It's about the passionate things in life that stir us up and get us involved in doing something that we want for ourselves. The Strength card is trying to help you with these powerful emotions that's making you feel that you're bored and fed up. You're someone that normally gets your own way and maybe you're feeling out of sorts, because you didn't have any control this time over a situation particularly when it was an emotional one. You're someone that likes to get your own way and if not you can turn quite nasty. Maybe you've realised that and therefore instead of normally letting off steam and letting people know how you feel, you've gone within yourself and you're finding it difficult to come back out. You need to give an outlet to your emotions because if you don't they get lost and then they become completely all over the place. The Strength card is a health card that represents your inner as well as your outer Strength. You're being asked to look at every aspect of your nature and try and get a balance so you can be in harmony and back on track without steaming in to a temper tantrum. It's all about learning how to say what you want without sulking or without firing into a tantrum. You'll get there. Take your time.