You have chosen Judgement and the 5 of Cups. You've gone through some emotional disappointments and you've experienced a partial loss. Your mourning the loss of a relationship. You've got feelings of being let down and that things didn't live up to their expectations. The upset has led to apathy and boredom and you are feeling unlucky and negative but the Judgement card is here to tell you why this has happened. You are at a crossroad of life choices and decisions and there's a collective power at work bringing about a change of attitude towards you that is irreversible. There are some big and important decisions to be made. These changes must be based on the plans for the future towards a better lifestyle. You have the knowledge and experience that's been brought about through life experiences and you must re-evaluate and look back at what you've done. You've reached the end of a chapter of life. This can be anything to do with relationships, jobs, enterprises, or something that was sad or unpleasant - in your case an emotional disappointment but you must embark on something new and you should look back with the satisfaction of knowing that this was experience and that you did the best you could at the time. You may have had a tough time of it but you know that you acted with integrity and honour and you must look back and be positive. The more honest you are with yourself now, the better things will turn out. You must make decisions and deal with things that need your attention. You'll have to ditch old patterns of behaviour and eliminate everything that's outlived it's usefulness, a total transformation is what's needed now and you know it's long over due if you're honest with yourself. You possibly may need to look at your image and identity and the way that you live your life because what's worked for you in the past is no longer viable. This is the chance to build and start afresh. It may be a time of complex feelings and emotion but the complete change has got to be such an improvement upon your emotional fulfilment with life.