You have chosen the death card and the 7 of cups. The death card never shows a death of the future - it's a death of a self. Part of your old self is changing, indeed this is a time of very big changes. Life changing events. This is to do with the emotional confusion that you have been experiencing for some time. You have definitely been under some sort of stress where you've not been able to see straight, you've had scattered focus and feeling of paranoia. It's been a very negative time. You may have been recovering from some sort of illness which created lots of illusions. You were seeing yourself as someone quite sinister and your imagination got the better of you and started to run away with you. Things were definitely not right. There was a massive need to clear the clutter in your life and to start again. You have started to sort things out one by one. Perhaps you have taken professional advice or help that has helped you to do this but either way you're on the mend now. This negative time is coming to an end, even though it is felt that it went on for some time and you may feel that you are still experiencing some of the difficulties but you needed to change and cut your losses, to clear things out and start again. You needed to be honest and have a complete overhaul. You clung to things that were problems, everything that was linked to the past and got muddled up with the future and the present. It is time now to deal with the present and look forward to the future. You had to take some drastic action and this came in from the home front. You were unable to kid yourself that things could be like any longer because things were not fine. You had to take yourself in hand so that matters did not get out of control. You've made changes to improve your lifestyle and you are now looking forward to all the change and growth that come into your life so you've made such major alterations to do with your one to one affairs. You've reached an understanding with yourself and those around where you are able to sort out the bad from the good and you are moving on through experience.