You have chosen the death card and the Page of Cups. The death card never shows a death of the future or a physical death. It is meaning that there is a death of an old self - a part of you that is changing. A habit, something that you wanted to rid yourself of. It's a card of very big changes and life changing events. You are going through some very important transformations. You are learning to be happy for the Page of Cups surrounds with love and emotion. It is bringing in very small messages of love and romance. You are someone who has a very vivid imagination and you need to act on that for you have a creativity and a talent that needs to be nurtured. You are someone who people who have always looked at as being immature but you know that you have the ability to day dream and come up with some fabulous ideas - so what is wrong with that? Your flamboyancy helps you become someone who is stronger and wiser. This is the time for intense emotions and profound passions particularly when it comes to anything intimate. You are definitely reaching a stage of life where that chapter is over and you're now about to embark on a new journey. These changes that are taking place are due to an intimacy with another person. It may be difficult to cope with the changes because change is always difficult but what is happening is total transformation and you know in your heart of hearts this has been necessary for some time so try not to be overwhelmed and look forward to the intensity of feeling love, passion and emotion. For your feelings will be intense, there is much emotional involvement. Allow yourself to have a taste for the dramatic and experience life as a rich tapestry. Up to now you held back simply because you fear hurt or rejection and you have a deep fear of being controlled by another person which has always given you an inner tension but you've decided that emotional closeness is necessary. You have a sensitivity that means you're a big softie on the inside even though you have a huge sophistication on the outside which clearly sometimes fools everyone but it's important to realise that it's ok to let go and continue with this change. The transformation will be worth it.